Aku dan Lagu (Part 8)

Aku dan Lagu (Part 8)

11.18 p.m 23.6.2011

Akhirnya, telah dihidupkan kembali ruangan ini setelah sekian lamanya tidak dihidupkan. A resurrection after a very, very long time. Perhaps, it is my fault because I do not have a specific song to share that have a significant impact, in one way or another, in my life. Well, just recently I have found and heard this song and it pretty much sums up my feelings pada waktu sekarang. Perasaan yang sukar dibendung dan sangat mendalam di lubuk hati seorang yang bernama Fairus ini.

Lifehouse - Falling In

Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in

I can't wait till tomorrow
This feeling has swallowed me whole
And know that I've lost control
This heart that I've followed
Has left me so hollow
That was then, this is now, yeah you have changed everything

Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in

I'm standing in your driveway
It's midnight and I'm sideways
To find out if you feel the same
Won't be easy, have my doubts too
But it's over, without you I'm just lost, incomplete
Yeah you feel like home, home to me

Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in

All those nights I stayed awake
Thinking of all the ways to make you mine
All of those smiles will never fade
Never run out of ways to blow my mind

Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in
Don't be scared, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in

nak dengar lagunya: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bzr2tgXPsVM

the best live version of this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SH1s8IdFGio&feature=related

I actually first heard this song through a random link posted by a random friend at Facebook. A catchy tune, yet ia ada lirik yang sangat mendalam. Kebetulan pula, at that time aku mula mempunyai perasaan terhadap si dia (if you read my other entries, you will get the idea of the person that I am talking about). Bila teringat dia, terngiang-ngiang lagu ni berkumandang, like a background music or something. And now, after we decided that we will move forward as an item, aku consider lagu ini as my official song of her, just like 'Miss Independent' dan 'One in A Million'. And aku berharap inilah lagu terakhir yang akan aku associate with the girls in my life. No more after this. Cukup-cukuplah. Teringin juga nak menjadikan lagu ni sebagai lagu tema untuk majlis-majlis nanti. Majlis-majlis apa? Just wait and see.

Au revoire for now peeps!

Notakecil:

- Akan cuba kembali aktif untuk menulis secara perlahan-lahan. Kenalah keep up dengan si dia yang aktif menulis juga.

- Aku telahpun memasuki alam pekerjaan di bidang filem. Bukannya sebagai pelakon atau pengarah, but just a concession cashier at MBO. Kerja part-time untuk mengisi masa lapang dan untuk mengisi dana 'khas'.

- Teringin melihat kesayangannya to have a long hair. That's just me but I am fine with her appearance no matter what.

- Ada apa dengan 9 Julai? It will come down to whether there will be a mass protest or a public embarassment. That's all.

- I have a second blog, but it is still underwraps. Patience, people! You will know soon enough.

About her again... as my future... :)

9.56 a.m. 14.6.2011

Well, here I am again with another entry in this little blog of mine. Termasuk hari ni sudah genap 43 hari diri ini berstatus penganggur. Bukannya tiada effort to change this status, but maybe rezeki tak datang lagi. I just have to usaha and tawakal. Insya Allah, adalah rezeki untuk bekerja nanti. Perhaps, I have to wait until the final result to come out (which is by the way will be out this Friday, damn!) and refine my flaws first, before I am ready for the real world out there. Now, I am acting as the Mr. Mama in my house, which means that aku perlu melaksanakan tugasan harian di rumah seperti membasuh baju dan sebgainya. That is not a bad thing, as I improved myself day by day doing these chores. Persiapan masa hadapan mungkin? Aku hanya mampu tersenyum at that thought. Speaking of future, I just want to say Alhamdulillah. Finally, I have found that future Mrs. Fairus.

Remember the girl that I mentioned in the previous entry? Well, it turned out for the better as she actually has the same feeling that I have towards her. All it takes is one date and I knew that this is the girl that I have been searching for all my life. The other half of me, the partner in life and the mate of this little soul here. Yes, aku akui there have been a little bit doubt in this heart regarding her, but after that date, I just knew that this is THE girl for me. It may seems rushed but I never had this kind of feeling that is so much stronger than the previous girls in my life (the high-school crush, girl at summer camp, miss independent and miss one-in-a-million).

There are many reasons why I absolutely love about her. She has two sides, one that is very strong and independent, and another one that is very pure, sincere and lovable. And I can see her as my other half in the future, the big sister kepada adik-adikku, menantu abahku and a great addition to the Muntik Team. Both of us have a plan towards that and I am hoping that Insya Allah, semuanya berjalan lancar mengikut rancangan and me and her can achieve that happy ending. So, I better start picking up on my side, get a job, improving myself as a person and to be better that what I was yesterday. Nak jaga anak dara orang la katakan.

By the way, when I think of her, I have two songs in my mind, Falling In by Lifehouse and LOVE Girl by CN Blue.

Until next time, au revoire !

Notakecil (dah lama dah tak buat ni):

- Musim bola dah habis. But that doesn't mean that the off-season is boring. Transfer news and international competition (Gold Cup and Copa America) will satisfy my appetite for football.

- Current WWE programming is in its lowest of lows. Only several things that excites. Through Internet, I have at least three sites where I surf to that offers me some sort of retribution to this passion of mine.

- Sekarang kembali mendalami dunia fotografi yang dah lama ditinggalkan. But I need new camera lens. :/

- I wanna have a playlist of songs about her. Baru ada dua lagu.

- Malaysian politics are down to choosing a bisexual leader and a queen-controlled leader. That's why I don't really pay attention to it.

- Game emulators (Genesis, GBA, N64) made my day. Teringat kenangan zaman dulu.

- To those who read this on Facebook, this is actually from my Eyeless blog (tiadamata.blogspot.com). Feel free to check it out !